June 2012
17 posts
“Nobody can save you but yourself — and you’re worth saving. It’s a war not...”
– Charles Bukowski (via selfinspiration)
perhaps.
perhaps, I am too much. excessive. overwhelming. perhaps, I am not enough. evasive. quiet. withdrawn. perhaps, I think too much, care too much, feel too much. perhaps, I close myself off, disappear too much. perhaps I ricochet between the two. what was that quote by Plath?
If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I’m neurotic as hell. I’ll...
mush.
I don’t know if I tell you enough, but I love how much you respect me. How we are equals, on a level ground. I love how if one of us stumbles, the other reaches out instinctually. I love how we are working through the things that are hard for us independently, but that we know we have each other to bounce ideas off of if need be. I love that you are supportive and kind and the way that smile...
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I cut off the bracelet.
Set it free. I cannot carry it with me anymore. Cannot handle it. The world is drowning me right now in a gauntlet of tests—-most of which are fucking me emotionally—-and I just cannot stand another thing.
I want to escape, but the beauty of it all is, there’s no escape. There’s no answer. There’s no easy button.
So I left another show early. Who gives a fuck? So...
You know what's kind of beautiful?
In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
